JASON
<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0><script> (function(i,s,o,g,r,a,m){i['GoogleAnalyticsObject']=r;i[r]=i[r]||function(){ (i[r].q=i[r].q||[]).push(arguments)},i[r].l=1*new Date();a=s.createElement(o), m=s.getElementsByTagName(o)[0];a.async=1;a.src=g;m.parentNode.insertBefore(a,m) })(window,document,'script','//www.google-analytics.com/analytics.js','ga'); ga('create', 'UA-47423994-1', 'fortunecity.ws'); ga('send', 'pageview'); </script> <center> <br> <div> <script language="javascript" type="text/javascript" src="http://ad.broadcaststation.net/ads/show_ad.php?width=728&height=90"></script> </div> </center> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0><tr> <td valign="top" colspan=2 height=65 BGCOLOR="#333366" TEXT="#080000"> <bR> <div> To My Beloved</div> <div> </div> </td> </tr><tr> <td valign="top" width=115 BGCOLOR="#C0C0C0" TEXT="#080000"> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <B> <TABLE BORDER="2" CELLPADDING="2" CELLSPACING="3" WIDTH="81" BORDERCOLORLIGHT="#000066" BORDERCOLORDARK="#111111" FRAME="HSIDES" RULES="NONE" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" > <tR> <tD VALIGN=TOP HEIGHT= 44 WIDTH="71"><div> <A HREF="id15.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="_"><U>Poems</U></A></div> <div> <A HREF="id16.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="_"><U>Lyrics</U></A></div> </tD> </tR> </TABLE></B></div> <bR> <bR> </td> <td valign="top" height=415 BGCOLOR="#FFFFFF" TEXT="#080000"> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> This page is dedicated to you, Jason, the man I love, and will always love. Not only the greatest man, rather, the greatest person I have ever known in my life. </div> <bR> <div> Every song, every star that shines, every laugh I hear, every sweet breeze I feel on my skin, every scent, every great feeling I have ever had I owe to you. I owe this to you because before you, I felt nothing. You have given all this to me , and for that I thank you.</div> <bR> <div> When I was younger, I can remember all of the good feelings that I had growing up. How the ice cream always tasted better, the outdoors playing. These moments were magical to me. For the longest time after I grew older I have longed for that feeling again. I have longed for the memories that I can never replace, the love that I felt growing up..... Now that I have you by my side, these feelings are coming back to me, stronger than ever. The magical feelings that I know are making memories that I will never forget. I am making new memories, and I am so very thank-full these memories are with you. I want to have at least 60 years of good memories with you and our family. I truly do want to grow older with you, to make you happy, to love and dedicate my entire life to you and only you. I say this with the utmost sincerity a woman could have.</div> <bR> <div> When you are gone I think of you constantly, when you are near to me, you truly have no idea how near you are. I honestly told myself a little while back that what I had then was all I would ever get out of a relationship. I told myself one day, "it has been too long, since I last smiled". That's when I knew I had to get away, that I had to get out of the convenient rut I had dug for myself. I moved back to Farmington for one reason, to get out. I am so glad that I got out with you. </div> <bR> <div> Every time you touch me , and say the sweet things you say , every time you lay by me, and ask me to hold you, every time you say you love me , and I look into your eyes, I see that you truly mean everything you do for me. That, in itself, means more to me than you will ever know. </div> <bR> <div> When we first starting seeing each other again, for me , it was a dream come true. It wasn't because I was lonely, or saddened about a past situation... It was because I have always thought of you, how you were, and wondering if you were being treated the way you should be treated. I hated to find out that you weren't being treated the right way, but also at the same time glad that you weren't. I was only glad because I could have a chance to make you feel right, to treat you the way you should have always been treated. I will always hold that you gave me this chance to treat you well with all of the respect and honor my heart will hold. </div> <bR> <div> When I told you that I do not expect a lot out of you, that is true. All i want is for you to love me the way I love you. I will love you with all of my heart and soul, I will do anything you ask of me, I will show the love I say and mean it with every waking motion... all I ask in return is that you will love me as I do you. </div> <bR> <div> I have never received as great a gift as you, I want you to know that. I want you to know how much I truly cherish you and everything you are to me. How with out you , I would be nothing, a very empty person inside. You are my life. I want you to be with me for the rest of my life, and I know in my heart nothing in this world will ever change that. </div> <bR> <div> For a very long time there has been a piece missing. I thought when ally was born that piece has been filled, then I realized it hadn't. Only half of the piece missing was there. I had no idea what or where or how to get that piece I needed. You have always filled my thoughts, you fill my day, you fill my life, and now I know you are the one that has filled my heart.</div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> Friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship--never.</div> <bR> <div> </div> <bR> <div> <IMG SRC="04de5ce0.jpg" border=0 width="229" height="206" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <IMG SRC="05778780.gif" border=0 width="120" height="120" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> </td> </tr></table></body>